Sojourn

Of all the things

That went wrong ..

At least I have learned to be strong or did I get weaker??

Or worse???

For nothing last forever

Not even the pain

My past days, seem in far distant

Clearing my thought like the surf washes the imprints in sand..

I live by the moments and the moments there

The memories I no longer desire

I’m charring them into ashes

Now things are all new

Nothing I’ve ever known..

To walk the road alone,

I'll take a stroll in the happy days

With bliss and elation surrounding me

Never waiting for spring

I'll enjoy the sunshine..

Even when the green dim, falling and rustling

Still I’ll watch the beauty in faded delight..

I've known much happiness

This is my share of joy that I'll live for eternity...

Gloom

Horizon beclouding, thickening blackening...

loneliness masked in the name of solitude

cold and numb

that no sunshine can ever penetrate

tear sharp and slitting the skin staining deep down
I wish the rain could wash it away..

lost dream cared by none

broken promise, breaking the soul

words that knew no meaning

cheer and laugh seems like a distant past

how to hold the pieces together when everything is shattering around

there are no superman to take away the sorrow..

and now it comes down to me

all alone all the way
but I know someday
a smile will dawn on me shining brighter than the sunshine
and that day is not too far!!!!

Simmer

None curse the breeze for shedding those petals

of a wild flower.

Rustling fallen leaves are only walked over…

Every moment cheerful marigold is scorned..

yet thorny roses are embraced!!!

Is it the mystic beauty that’s  loved?

while steadfast yearning , is disdained

Sun is destined to burn for eternity,yet cast away...

 while crescent is adored upon...

On a dark mourn every silver silhouette is a dreaded liberty

Thinnest of suns ray  kiss a bud to bloom,

But some souls are doomed in neglect...

When drizzle goes unnoticed,

It takes a downpour to make its mark!!!!!

Fervid

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Words that I hid in silence

are shouting high and low in me...

Sailing through the sea of loss

diving into the depth of wreckage..

Notes high of longing and low on yearning

I wish I could smile at least a flint of it

Even when my shadow left..

I felt the solace in darkness..

Mulling the impetuous

I pirouetted in shock

Staggering and stammering when everything seems afar

I wish I could be a loyal rose,

leaving the fragrance even when crushed..

or the faithful sun that rises every morning in spite of the spiteful dusk pushing it afar..

Unvoiced

Words that I hid in silence 

threaten me to escape through eyes...

Some are still stuck between tongue and throat..

There are still  questions that I can't answers.,

answers that really don't fit in...

The delibrate sounds  bring nothing except meaningless expressions..

Losing the space when even silence speakes .,

Now even words don't explain...

Don't the eyes speak??? 

Not when there is nothing could be seen....

Magical fragrance ride through mystic silence..

Fragrance of expressions still lingering on...

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The colour is grey

Breeze that left stillness behind,

Painted stillness engulfing horizon..

grey with the streak of silver

shards of darkness beginning to expand

reigning the lost track ,

to endure deeper herald and darker being..

Life short of dibs

velleity losing its charm...

Just another dream, just another longing to move on..

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Leaving behind...

Ebb crying loud..

Delphic breeze singing high...

Waves cease to touch my feet

cast off leaves rumbling away

Hollow of darkness

lighted by stars

Heart shudders, 

when words are not enough

neglected garden of joy

When healer begings to ache the torn away memory

whom to turn around??

Trust is precious to be granted now..

Believing the fake.,

Living for a lost destiny..

Smiles are hard to flint.,

love for a dommed day is yet to be..

remniscence of tortured memories 

lingers on like an adamant child..

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Along came the wind...

Golden glow of the morning horizon

Hovering bright then ,Setting ablaze

Humbling downby the realm of dusk

Frozen tear melted

I am riddled, scrupling through.,

My heart is painting rainbow again

Romancing to tune of loss..
Even the bravest heart tremor, as the tempest of sorrow falls heavy,
Rumbling leaves stirred by gentle breeze,
Step out listen deep,
Heart questions are undeniable
even when they are obscure
above the wild surging waves,
safer retreat in yourself
gathering along and wading low..
weighing each step through still silence all painted pale.,
Somewhere a loose dull leaf defied the silence playing along the breeze.,
and all swayed gently lifting the melancholy and my spirits....



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Unsung

Falling from an unknown bliss

To the darkest mystery

Everything is speeding up

With not leaving a trace or sign

The urge to know where and why

My heart is racing beyond all odds and illusion

As I fall right away painfully

Not knowing how long it will last..

The pain is eased in a flint second…

Suddenly thrown away from the unknown bliss

The past seems to be still surrounded..

Lost in unknown terrain..

Magic is yet to be unfolded.