Unvoiced

Words that I hid in silence 

threaten me to escape through eyes...

Some are still stuck between tongue and throat..

There are still  questions that I can't answers.,

answers that really don't fit in...

The delibrate sounds  bring nothing except meaningless expressions..

Losing the space when even silence speakes .,

Now even words don't explain...

Don't the eyes speak??? 

Not when there is nothing could be seen....

Magical fragrance ride through mystic silence..

Fragrance of expressions still lingering on...

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The colour is grey

Breeze that left stillness behind,

Painted stillness engulfing horizon..

grey with the streak of silver

shards of darkness beginning to expand

reigning the lost track ,

to endure deeper herald and darker being..

Life short of dibs

velleity losing its charm...

Just another dream, just another longing to move on..

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Leaving behind...

Ebb crying loud..

Delphic breeze singing high...

Waves cease to touch my feet

cast off leaves rumbling away

Hollow of darkness

lighted by stars

Heart shudders, 

when words are not enough

neglected garden of joy

When healer begings to ache the torn away memory

whom to turn around??

Trust is precious to be granted now..

Believing the fake.,

Living for a lost destiny..

Smiles are hard to flint.,

love for a dommed day is yet to be..

remniscence of tortured memories 

lingers on like an adamant child..

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Along came the wind...

Golden glow of the morning horizon

Hovering bright then ,Setting ablaze

Humbling downby the realm of dusk

Frozen tear melted

I am riddled, scrupling through.,

My heart is painting rainbow again

Romancing to tune of loss..
Even the bravest heart tremor, as the tempest of sorrow falls heavy,
Rumbling leaves stirred by gentle breeze,
Step out listen deep,
Heart questions are undeniable
even when they are obscure
above the wild surging waves,
safer retreat in yourself
gathering along and wading low..
weighing each step through still silence all painted pale.,
Somewhere a loose dull leaf defied the silence playing along the breeze.,
and all swayed gently lifting the melancholy and my spirits....



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Unsung

Falling from an unknown bliss

To the darkest mystery

Everything is speeding up

With not leaving a trace or sign

The urge to know where and why

My heart is racing beyond all odds and illusion

As I fall right away painfully

Not knowing how long it will last..

The pain is eased in a flint second…

Suddenly thrown away from the unknown bliss

The past seems to be still surrounded..

Lost in unknown terrain..

Magic is yet to be unfolded.

Outset

Golden dust of the noon to the silver glow of the moon

I catch my breath mesmerised in flower clad breeze

Flowers sway, fallen petals driven away..

Humming bees, dragon fly tossed up,

Fallen leaves paving way for their younger stronger brothers,

Furled petals eager for their unfurled company

All embarking  anew ahead.

Tacit

Like the mighty sun greyed by the shallow clouds

There are many hidden words deep down in every goodbye

Many whisper left untold with every breeze flinted across

Listening to heart might tear you apart..

Broken song in trembled rhyme,

Breezes onto the garden of shadow

Tall dark tress with twisted vine, Black roses greying old

Rustlings of fallen leaves drooling through.

Voices from the past echoing deep and loud,

In spite of the snow, spring always bloom

In bits and pieces

What I lost never goes away,

It stays in bits and pieces

Blotch of red in heart!!!!!!!!!!

Pain lodged chocking in forever and ever..

Sounds of laughter stolen away...

When I had fell apart

Its frightens to look beyond the horizon,

Emptied upon for life yet to be.......

Dark hopes

As Maya looked at her self in mirror for few moments transfixed at her reflection, memories flooded, she heard her mother’s voice, “theres my angel kissing her lovingly”, from a distant past and that was her first out on her own to her friends birthday party. Naina didn’t want her daughter to be sent alone but Maya persuaded her mom because she knew her mother perfectly well that, it was difficult for her to say no to Maya. She was dressed in pink her favorite party wears and though she was just 10, even then she had a fair sense of dressing.She started on her own bicycle adding her ear wears perfectly matching to her dress. Waving excitedly to her mom she started thinking all the wonderful things that were awaiting her in the birthday party of her best friend Nathasha.Looking at the gift she had bought for her using her pocket money, Maya rode proudly, her head held high. On her way as she rode past her favorite shop,she came across a frilled frock in pink and just loved it.she looked at her watch she was still an hour early that was the way of her mother.

She stopped by and got in and was surprised to see a stranger for she expected her buddy Ben, She liked Ben even before she could gather her memory up and Ben always had chocolates to retreat his kid customers. But this man re treated her in a friendly air too. Her eyes were all on the new frock and she was wondering how her friends would get around her when she adorned herself in the new attire. The man knew what was in her mind and got the frock from the show case and asked to try it on .though hesitant at the start she couldn’t contain herself for long and gave way to the frills. With all her childhood charm she took it and went on to the changing room, after that what really happened she didn’t have a clew; what she knew was she didn’t like his sweat on her and the smoke of cigar that was still on him was slowing carried on to her, the way he held her she wanted to run away to mom. Mom’s lap was the safest place to hide on whenever she felt insecure but now what was happening was beyond she could fathom. And finally he looked into those frightened eyes and in a threatening voice told her not to tell anyone . She didn’t know what was in that voice still she never let this secret out not even to her mom who was her best friend till then. She ran out of there ran out of fear ,out of disgust, out of helplessness, out of those feeling she didn’t even know ever existed. She ran till those feet could carry her and rest just faded into  memory though.

 

It seemed like yesterday to Maya, sometimes it seemed like, it happened to someone else and she were a mere spectator. Standing in front of those innocent gals looking at her filled in hopes, she just knew where to start from a story perhaps some her own some what she had acquired during her work working for rehabilitation of such gals. Now she knew the reason why sometimes life chooses its tremor upon somepeople and for all of it she had no complaints. And she smiled straight from the heart a smile that’s hungry to fill in those face who were all a victim of Maya’s kind. And thus was born DARK HOPES.